28th feb,10...kck wid shona...

wel..0056 hrs..1st march..js ready 2 slp..i stood up agn..may b cz..mind is buzzin wid moments..28th feb,10...2day it ws karthik calin us..durin ofc hrs, saw promo of dis mve nn felt..2 songs frm it already hv encroached mind..hw d mve wud b..thght b4 askin shona 4 dis..bt i wished..so i got..we wer late by few mins..nn misd d starrin..bt as we tuk d seats..ws gud 2 c..farhan as mr.kartik soberly dressd wid simple specs on..does seemd lyk a loser..bt wsn t ...in btwn came d moment whre he gets d cal frm kartik..intrstin???naa...tht i knew already..i wntd it 2 gt deeper...in btwn i saw shona..she ws fully in2 d mve..i dnt knw if she ws aware of ma glances..bt her swt laughter inbtwn on short silly moments ws mkin me say..hmm wow..i ws delighted..b4 interval we hardly hd ny words 2 say...deepika ws ful on wid this new confident kartik on screen..he made her say yes wid unusual acts..i apreciate tht..cz nw whn i m getin pure in dis relatn..i cn vry wel undrstnd..hw it feels lyk...romance ws vry real n amazin..infct kartik also cals deepika as shona in d mve...agn a point wich i nvr imagined bt 2 ma surprise arose ma feelin..durin d intrval we both did wnt out..bt returned widout popcorns as i ws avoidin cola..nn she refused popcorns ...aftr d mve der ws a whisper amng us..nn eye contact twice...she 's a bit shy lyk i used 2 b..bt tht shynes kills me..its lyk anthr jewel of her..our elbows did touch whre i agn thght 2 remove it..bt dint..i felt it..nn js felt it..at tht tym my instinct said ok 2 it...mve ws a thrillr in 2nd half..so evry1 stayd quiet..aftr d mve we had a roll..cold cofee..nn a truffle ..tht we shared..luvd it..cz she pointd 2 truffle only frm d shop..i ws nt scared roamin in ma vicinty...as othr people do..luvd dis day..got evry hapiness..said 2 god..u blessd me agn..gave d tym i wntd 2 spnd wid shona..wid her in lyf..thngs chngd a lot..nn my feelings getin pure..i m feeling tht srk ws ryt.."jb kisi cheez ko dil se chaho..to sari kaynat tumhe usse milane mein lg jati h.."hope i cary dis thruout lyf..nn shona wud b der wid me 4evr...although i m ready 4 nythin cz i knw..i ll bear nythin aftr recent past !!!goin 2 slp nw..hv 2 meet shona agn n dreams...b'ful ws d day wid her...

The Interview With God Poem

I dreamed I had an interview with God.

“So you would like to interview me?” God asked.

“If you have the time” I said.

God smiled. “My time is eternity.”
“What questions do you have in mind for me?”

“What surprises you most about humankind?”

God answered...
“That they get bored with childhood,
they rush to grow up, and then
long to be children again.”

“That they lose their health to make money...
and then lose their money to restore their health.”

“That by thinking anxiously about the future,
they forget the present,
such that they live in neither
the present nor the future.”

"That they live as if they will never die,
and die as though they had never lived.”

God’s hand took mine
and we were silent for a while.

And then I asked...
“As a parent, what are some of life’s lessons
you want your children to learn?”

“To learn they cannot make anyone
love them. All they can do
is let themselves be loved.”

“To learn that it is not good
to compare themselves to others.”

“To learn to forgive
by practicing forgiveness.”

“To learn that it only takes a few seconds
to open profound wounds in those they love,
and it can take many years to heal them.”

“To learn that a rich person
is not one who has the most,
but is one who needs the least.”

“To learn that there are people
who love them dearly,
but simply have not yet learned
how to express or show their feelings.”

“To learn that two people can
look at the same thing
and see it differently.”

“To learn that it is not enough that they
forgive one another, but they must also forgive themselves.”

"Thank you for your time," I said humbly.

"Is there anything else
you would like your children to know?"

God smiled and said,
“Just know that I am here... always.”